life with DeSicions..

elo elo..

kinda borin here again e..

actually many assignment to do lagi de..

but don't feel like touchin it ei..

wakakaz..evil me..

listening Mad by Ne-Yo..a great RnB song by him for late night for those people who want to empty their mind to think something...

again..i am thinking something le lo..

hahaz..

that's kinda a lot of desicion for us to make in our life e..

such as group desicions that contribute by a group, leader desicions that will affect whole team's result..

so lotz of desicion that brings different effect to your life..

last time, i were so afraid about making desicions de..

bcoz i scare any desiscions i made will bring a bad effect..

but just now, i think..

i think that making desiciions aren't scary..

every desicions u make sure bring effects, but it is up to us how to figure it out and face it de..

if we are willing to face it with a happy and open mind,the effect turn to be a gud 1..

just that easy..=p

helpless days..

bonsoir..
nothing to do now while waiting my assignmentmate came back from their "busy" job..
lol..
been so busy recently ei..
tired yet lonely..
hate those feelings..
losing my souls, my heart, my friends...
i looking at the mirror..
will i stilll be the same as last time e me??
i used to be a straigh thinking and forward person..but now, every step i make also have to gone through so many steps..
hahaz..
is this called "xin ji"??
i so hate this kind of stupid feel ei..
how am i going to be happy as last time??
live in a happy world, a aworld at least with true friend(not those fake friend that acting good in front of you)..
back in form 6,although all those times is harder, but at least i got my girlfriend and best buddy support me always in any circumstances..
true friend really giving their very true heart to help you when you have problems..
either chat to you from heart to heart, whenever you are feeling bad..
growing up is terrible, you are getting lessly to find such friends..
i still clearly remember that my ambition once was interior designer..
but now, i am on the path of civil engineer pula..
am i really going on the right path??
i don't ask for a extreme salary actually..
but just a job i like to do yet the salary is enough to support me and my family..
fullfilling my own dream to help people to have their own "real" home..
because nowadays everyone has their own home, but do they really eager to go back their home after their tired days??
at least i been trhough days like this...
i understand this situation..
i just want to be a interior designer that helps people to have a "home" feeling when they are back at their own home..
everyone keep mentioning about civil will always get a high rise pay..
that doesn't been a really big concern for me..
i clearly know what type person i am..
i am nt those big business e people...
i can do my part oweys 100% even 120% but nt leading by my ownself..
arrgh..
i wan back ori e me..
God, i pray to you, bring me back to your own very true path..Amen.

helpless days..

tIRed..

walao e..
so sien nia everytime when we wat d mid sem tat moment..
so many assignment and midterm gt to face..
arggh...
so tired nia..
jz ended my Eng.Math 2 only today..
okokla..
nt bad ba...
d ques jz follow back book e stuff..
so tired...
feelin so lonely over here...
so tired yet no one beside me to accompany me..
oh ya...
just lost my basketbal match nia yesterday..grhh..
geram nia..
at the first quarter lost over 10 marks ki d,den veri hard for us to chase back lo..
sumore tis morning gt exam..
make me fl so bad nia yesterday nite when study..
aikzz..
i hope i finish tis sem early la..
den go back to my real home and rest nicely le...

bC tO uNi..sTudy LiFe..

lolx..
finish 1 month e holiday le lo..
so meaningless oni goin back..dn do much thins oso..
pg and kedah both side run nia throughout tis holiday...
jz spend sumtime with my family..
den with my gf in pg n workin for 1 week over there nia..
ntg rili happy to me happened..
so mis secondary life lo..
it's lik there are surprise everyday waiting for you..
but at this age,everything seems like fix already..
arghh..
all i can have fun nowadays is playin basketball oni...
wakakaz...
it's kind of weird to say that "no basketball,no life"..
but at least it really apply on me e...
for the first week,as usual there's no lecturer came into the class..
but we still coming back early to prepare for it..
so boring oni when we are here in sabah early..
no good food,no people in the canteen,but there's people playin basketball..
thank God for that..
if not,rili gonna die of boringness le..
then,2nd week leacturer came into class le..
but giving inroduction of the course oni..
n giving us info what book to buy for study..
all the books were damn expensive le..
wakau..
even my lab suit cost me RM85 LE!!!
i gt to eat bread and biscuit to survive ofr the rest 3 months d le..
wuuwuu..

hApY hApY..

Times flies. Everyday, every hour, every minute, every second just passed like that only…
1sem had ended and holidays come le.. First we finish PMR, then SPM, then STPM, now have to face every semester’s exam.. But all this exam got to an end have after 4 years from now.. Another kind of challenge will be waiting for us to face with.. lolx.. That’s life man.. Non-stopping challenge yourself to your own limit..

Didn’t noticed that I had spent around 6 month time already in Sabah’s university, it was a wonderful time over here.. Learn a lot of stuff here and get to know a bunch of good buddies.. Hahaz..Mention about fun time, tomorrow going Labuan oo, getting excited d.. It’s a pulau something like langkawi e, FREE tax CHOC n ALCOHOLOIC!! Lolx.. Erm.. Will tell the interesting next time when I finish d trip la, cant tell now oo, coz I also don’t know what’s going to happen over there tomorrow.. Be patient ya..

About exam.. I did okok nia la.. Not my best yet.. hahaz.. Floating around too much le.. but really something different with last time de exam le oo..kinda a weird feel le exam in uni.. Especially programming n lukisan kejuruteraan.. T.T.. m a civil engineer ma, y have to take programming wo..So sad nia facing all those computer codes.. Some more cannot memorize de, must practice e..but one thing for sure is when we are here, everything is going to rely on yourself only.. Arrangement of time, study, playing, meal, everything also got to plan yourself… hahaz.. University, what an interesting places..

Erm.. Abbout my most happiest time is when I went for 3on3 basketball tournament le loo.. Our senior really good le, teamwork among themselves are so good till can make magic pass e always.. but my team also not bad la, at least got a silver medal.. About another 5on5 tournament pula, not so good d.. Coz it keep raining le until we miss out our match, then d Penganga just judge the late coming team walk away the match nia.. When got rain that time ka want got match, sunny that time kuk dn wan hav match.. Sweat nia.. Wakakaz..



From left:Chong Yong,Ming Hau,Liong Terr,Seng Kiat,m d 1 in front de..lolx..




Then a… my first time in life given to Sabah loo.. T.T.. hahaz.. Hey, those viewing my blog de ppl don think too much ya.. What I mean here is rafting oo.. That la wakau.. So damn seok man.. The boat being throw up n down le.. Can you imagine that?? Hahaz.. Every boat ot 8 people, then mine is 2 girls n 6 guys loo.. Some more the scene there is very good oo…When we going our destination, some of us are taking the open air VIP seat on the train le.. You can really feel the nature around you, maybe more imagine native a bit, you can think yourself as Tarzan lo.. Our boat got 1 thing keep happening nia, that is always a person being kick or thrown into the water de.. Lolx, that’s gonna be my work d la..Wakakaz.. Pity those ppl nia fall into d water e.. Every boat is so looking forward to get their boat turn upside down n going through the high stream places.. More adventurous ma.. Then when we go bac tat time is the nicest part of the trip oo…Stars in the sky was clearly seen le.. In the middle of the river, dark black sky with some grayish cloud and the most important glowing stars!! There were no tall building around us, so we can take a really good look up upon the sky.. The feeling was really relaxing and warming.. Just like you are so near to the universe.. If you have your bf or gf at the side with you, I can guarantee that both of you wont forget that moment for the rest of your life.. Romantic, relaxing, warming, every good feeling appeared that time.. After we reach our final destination, every one of us going to change ourselves a cleaner attire d lo.. Plus take picture la.. but a bit sad la, we miss out many wonderful memorial picture because we cant bring our camera while rafting, coz all our camera are not waterproof e.. Lolx.. Here’s some picture after rafting la,bt a bit blur la paise oo.. Hahaz..
















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(Top 1st Pic)
From left:Kah Wah,Yee Mun,Poi Mun,
Han Chiang,Liong Ter,Ting Yuan,
Pei Zhi
In front de:mE,Tee Kheng,Jia Hao

(Top 2nd pic)
From left:Poi Mun,mE,Lion Ter,Pei Zhi,
Ting Yuan,in front ed is Jia Hao n Leng Lui Mun..

LiFe iN sAbah...

in a clip of eye,i came to sabah three months plusloo...

hahaz..

sabah is a veri good place..

got many nice and good scenery loo..

and many places to go too..

first,the first place i visit in sabah was Mountain Kinabalu oo!!!!

wakakaz..

bt don misunderstand a...

jz at kaki bukit nia..went with my old classmate from form 6 n senior loo..

we nt qualify to go up kuk..

tatz me n best buddy in sabah loo..

pei zhi the 'ah pek' n mE..

i told you guys,the weather is damn cold e..

beter bring jacket when u goin there..

hahaz..

tatz stupid 3 of frens

ee pin,kah wah, n me loo..

waking up early in the morning just to watch Mount.Kinabalu e view..cold ka wan faint ki d that time...

actually we went there nt just for fun la..

but prpeparing for the chungling carnival e stuff..

that night i feel m d sexiest man in the world lo..

wakakaz...

i'm the chef of the night yoz..

even girls cant cook,so sweat..
at side help prepare the cooking material..lolx..

erm..that night actually didn't play much la...

just chat a lot..

n do remember,don't take Mount Kinabalu de COLD WATER to BATH!!

there have heater de..

but i a bit noob loo..cant on the heater,bathing the super icy water..

you gonna froze for sure..

i almost frozen d plus coming out from bathroom with cold wind blowing in from outside...

wakau...

watz that weather happening in Malaysia?!?!

The real journey start on the 2nd day..

we went to the waterfall,flower garden and 1 place i forget the name le loo..(paise ya)

wakau..

at that forgetten name place we take a lot of photo lo..

every corner also take photo..

so sweat nia us..

the normal big family of the year 1 student in UMS...

next,the crazy 1..

Again,the GAY three..
Terence,me,Thee Kheng... Another big family photo..


Wau..sabah nt bad e right??
get to know new friends,friends holdin each other back..
and sorry for not posting the pic for waterfall scene bcz 18sx de..
everyguy is nt wearing cloth..
m so afraid will too hapy when looking to our body..
wakakakaz..
joke joke nia ya..
erm..
n the most interesting part is on the way back that time..
we back right on the time and right on the place..
a very good scenery..

hehez..tatz our girst trip in Sabah la..

tatz it for today la...

thatz for oo...

stay tuned with eric ya..

chaoz..

~eriCz~